dunno how to say... its a gud news...

me n my syg have gone thro hard time dis 2 3 days n also dia whole time we are together... I love him so much till i dunno how to say... im trying to do the best things for us even i think it is a very hard thing for him n also for me...I love both my parent n him...i want to be like him...I admire him bcoz he loves his family so much..im sorry to cause dis hardness to him..i really dun want to.. coz i really love him.. im scared.. till i think i cant stand it to bacame like this far with him..aq menangis so hard n aq rsa cm xnk gi kje besok..bengkak2 la mata aq esok.huhu..mesti kak Nurul tya aq gaduh ke dgn bf..huhu..Kak Nurul banyak ilmu n org yg ska berpiki...i think today yg aq nangis bukan sbb mara... but im sorry to him n sad bout how i am to him.. i am not such a gud girl to him.. i olwes hurt him... yes i know he said dont know if he will get bored with me..n yes i am sad to hear that sentence n im scared if that happen.. i am trying my best...and jika mmg xde jodoh kmi..Tuhan yang lebih mgetahui apa yg terbaek tuk kami..wlupun rsa nya sukar n ambil masa tuk terima..insyaallah one day we will accept...however aq akn sllu berdoa utk kesejahteraan n kebahagiaan kami. ada utk each other...  

aq ni gigs a.k.a. lurus bendul... bukan itu aq nyatakan sebagai alasan.. kdg2 aq sendri xtaw apa aq ptot buat..n btolke ape yg aq pikir??? bila keputusan yg aq buat tu salah.. aq admit aq mmg xpndai nk pki smpai make things complicated... kdg2 aq rsa aq xlyk utk spa2... tp org kata Tuhan itu Maha Mengetahui.. aq berserah... Dia yg lebih tahu.. dalam hati aq, aq mahu ke akhir hayat dengan si dia.. apa yang aq lalui dengan Jac selama ni sangat beerti bagi aq... he done everything for me, he accept me as i am wlaupun aq ni byk btol songehnye...org laen tak mampu bertahan dgn aq...n aq juga xpernah tahan dgn org laen.. wallahualam smpai bila Jac mampu bertahan.. moga jodoh kami panjang.. "b tgu mami ya.. mami xkan pernah berubah mcm mami sma2 b di ums dulu...mami tetap nakal n manja dgn b.."

mami ikhlas... Love U so much Hubby Jacques Seliong..

"If you have to think about whether you love someone or not then the answer is no. When you love someone you just know."

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything."

blum ready n blum knal dri n dunia...

agaknye mcm tu la... xtaw la.. bila ok..tibe2 jer rsa nk gaduh... bf pun da warn dunno if later he will get bore with me.. mgkin salah aq..n mgkin dia xdpt thn dgn perangai aq..n mgkin aq ska mguji...n mgkin dia nk bgtaw yg dia xska cra aq.. n mgkin dia da ade niat mcm tu .. aq sedih dgr mcm tu... sma mcm bila dia sebut MLS.. aq ade kekuatan x nk ckp mcm tu... ? bt msa ni x n aq xpena terpiki la.. wlupun gaduh mcmna pun.. as before aq xde ckp boring..tp aq trus nk break..lgi bongok kot... skg ni xtaw la..aq rsa smthing wrong in me.. i cant think carefully.. or i dun understand what i want n what im searching for... aq xtaw nk ckp mcmna dah..even klo tgh gaduh n xnk gaduh.. aq nk ckp smthing..but i cant afford..i became blank... i jes think that im wrong...n i just think what ive done..why he think like that n what i think of it...n what will happen.. some people told me that i willl not success with this distance relationship... i feel sad..n sumtime down to hear it.. but i know that what people said to be qadak n qadar.. we can change the qadar but not qadak... by change what people thought of us, i must patient, be strong n not be like this.. gaduh2 n cri pasal... mybe he really didnt mean what he asked me just now... it is only me that think it differently... make what people say becam reality...

sumtimes i really wanna cry n think deeply n alone about me... myself.. what shud i do n what i shud not... i think im stupid n gigs person sumtimes...or mybe it is... people can say...

update....

everything i posted in the last post..ape pun xbleh...kje part time je mnjadi n kje smkn byk.... blk pun smkn lmbt..tape la ..i timba pgalaman..... smpai kje pun bwk blk ruma...tapi xpe..xde mslh... i bt yg termampu...

weekend...n new job

huhu dah 3 hari kot xupdate.... hari jumaat ritu da start kja as part timer....huhu tape la asal bleh mjana income...
ari sabtu pgi raya uma elis..siang posa... then hari ni ahad..pgi blja driving... survey tu xdpt la..aanggap xde rezki.. nk bt cmne.. i tersilap sebut...tape la..rezki len hari n kat tmpt laen kali...kje yg apply pun xde dpt panggilan pun...hermm huhu xde rezki den...

and new news.. kwn ajk pergi interview... kja lab..mcm menarik...tp masalah la.. my uncle ade rekemen kja kt tmpt dia..kat kitchen..my dad suruh pgi..skdar timba pgalaman..sbb nti bleh la kna bt kueh katanya..TAPI kna tgu 1 2 hari lgi..xde jwpn nye skg...jadi nye blum ade pape panggilan la..so kja je la dlu part time ni.. tp manager cna dah tya nk kja cmne? smpai bile?..klo x sng jer dia nk byr hari...huhu i plak xtaw la nk habaq kat puan tu mcmna...huuhuhuhuhuuhu TULUN.... :( mcmna? mcm2 la kja den mintak..cikgu ganti pun ade... tp tu la xde pggilan lgi...cri lgi kje laen...tkot plak ti..dah kja..ade plak pgggilan dri kja2 yg dah apply before ni..adus...den ni xtaw nk bt decision...tp tape..klo den pki lme2 dalam2..moga2 ade la jln penyelesaian.. klo ade msa.. den pgi la jgk interview tu..mna taw dpt...kje lab pun ok..ade gak relation nye dgn kos yg den blja...xde la abg den tgk den sebelah mate..hurmmm

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak … sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poke me in the ribs and cackle, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

- Unknown

share..haha

A LOGICAL SOLUTION. 
Now here is a problem that finally has a formula for getting to the bottom of an age old problem. 
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: 

What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? 

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: 

If: 
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. 

Then: 

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% 
and 
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% 

But, 

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% 

And, 

B-U-L-L-S-*-*-T 
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% 

AND, look how far a** kissing will take you. 

A-*-*-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% 

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bulls**t and A** Kissing that will put you over the top.

- some big organization

Haha.. some might be right..lets hear it out...

Dear Girls (from us guys)... 

*Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. 
It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of. 

*Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. 
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them. 
When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. 
You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. 

*On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. 
We don't care if you talk to other guys. 
We don't care if you're friends with other guys. 
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. 
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. 

*Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. 
Don't tell us we're wrong. 
We'll stop trying to convince you. 
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. 
Yeah, you can quote me. 

*Don't be mad when we hold the door open. 
Smile and say "thank you." 
Let us pay for you. 
Don't "feel bad." 
We enjoy doing it. 
It's expected. 
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you." 

*Kiss us when no one's watching. 
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed. 

*You don't have to get dressed up for us. 
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own. 
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. 

*Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. 
We'll find out. Trust us. 
We have eyes everywhere. 
And when we find out, we're pissed. 
Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you. 

*Don't take everything we say seriously. 
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. 
Don't get angry easily. 
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. 

*Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us. 
It's boring, and we don't care. 
You have girlfriends for that. 

*Whatever happened to the word "handsome"? 
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"? 
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of. 
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity. 

**Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. 
Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. 
Someone who will honor your morals. 
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

- mel

new cousin....

NUR QALEESHA UMAIRAH...

gambar my kek...

KeK cOkLaT KuKuS...

Resepi ambik kat internet...before ni pena buat kek coklat kukus ni tp sumber xberapa tepat sebab dri mulut ke mulut jer.... n ade la refer jgk kt internet..tp mmg da kelam kibut pya kek la...dapat 1 adunan setengah. yg fes tu jadi half lgi gatai tgn ni pgi tambah minyak n susu cair lagi...mmg buruk la kek tu jadinye... hehhe


then hari ni buat lgi 1 kek kukus ni refer kat internet cuma ada la ubah2 sikit... hasil dia boleh tahan..manis jg. xpaya pakai topping pun xpe.. da sedap.. nak la jgk letak resepi nye kat sini...ade la juga koleksi den..hehe :p
ni resepi kek kukus Cik Badariah...sape pun den xkenal...yg den tahu nk try resepi dia jer...:)


Bahan-bahan:-
2 cwn tepung gandum..( yg ni i pkai tepung kek jer...)
1 cwn serbuk koko ( i pkai Tudor pya..stok ade byk gi..satu tin besar..guna jela..:p)
1 sudu teh baking powder (disebabkan i pkai tepung kek, xletak powder ni)
1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat (ni pun sme jgk..xletak)
2 biji telur (Gred A)
1 cwn gula pasir
1 cwn susu pekat manis
1 cwn minyak masak (nak sedap lagi gunalah minyak Mazola)...yg ni i pkai butter yg dicairkan dulu...sje nk try pkai butter..tp aq cairkan pkai double boiler..btol ker..? hek3..
1 cwn air panas


Cara-cara:
- ayak bersama tepung gandum, soda, baking powder dan serbuk koko.
- satu bekas lain pukul telur, minyak, susu dan gula bagi sebati ( tak payah pakai mixer )
- masukkan tepung yang diayak tadi, kacau sebati lagi
- last sekali masukkan air panas dan kacau sebati lagi.
- adunan ready utk dikukus. Kukus selama 1 jam... xsmpai pun sejam...xtaw la mmg kna kukus sejam ke x.. i asal da xlekat da time cucuk ke tu guna garpu..ciap da la i rasa..ngeee...


pastu... tok topping dia aq pun try la jgk ikut resepi cik Badariah ni...
tp mcm xjdi jer..manis n tengik skit...n koko terlebih kot..
1/2 ketul butter cup
1/2 cwn susu pekat
1/2 cwn koko


gamba ade tp kt dlm phone... usb plak bengong xleh nk function...
nti lau dpt transfer pgi lappy tu gamba.. i post la...huhuhu 
tp senang jer nk bt kek dia tu...asl bahan ade..dah ok...

dis week appointment

today is Thursday (8/9/11)

on saturday (10/9/11) :
Event: Mid Autumn Festival PJS 2011 绿色中秋圆游会

Venue: Field, SRJK(c) Chen Moh, PJ Oldtown 精武华小
Date: 10/9/2011 (Saturday)
Time: 10am–11pm
Salary: RM100/day

*dah kol..harap dapat la....

on sunday (11/9/11):

event: attend drink survey (horlick) 

veneu : Fuventure Field Resources Sdn Bhd, 425, Jalan SS2/2, 47300 PJ.

time: 10am-12pm

wages: rm100/2hr

      &

driving class - ptg la kot...xkira...2 hour..

things we encourage to do

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

- Unknown

haha funny... but bit rude...dont to this to ur mom..sure u will get one..

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: 

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children. 

Your daughter, Judith 

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her"....

- Harry Tottszer (from Australia)

*17 most important things to remember in life*

1. Never give up on anybody;miracles happen everyday.

2.Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference. 

3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.

4. Learn to listen. Oppurtunity sometimes knocks very softly.

5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.

6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.

7. Don't waste time greiving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.

8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.

9. Never cut what can be untied.

10. Don't expect life to be fair.

11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.

12. Never waste an oppurtunity to tell someone you love them.

13. Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a greatful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.

14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.

15. Laugh alot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life's ills.

16. Don't miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.

17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big oppurtunities.

- kelsey

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

- Unknown

but i think i'd never change...

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell soemone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

- Unknown

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

- Unknown

some quotation to bright my life..

Just living is not enough.  One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.  ~Hans Christian Anderson

I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world.  This makes it hard to plan the day.  ~Elwyn Brooks White

A life without cause is a life without effect.  ~Barbarella

Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished.  If you're alive, it isn't.  ~Richard Bach

My life has a superb cast but I can't figure out the plot.  ~Ashleigh Brilliant

I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.  ~Charles Schulz

Life is like a coin.  You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.  ~Lillian Dickson

huh... killing me to finish up dis blog..

ssh nya pla..aisss ponin2... ni yg xska..tgk blog org laen cantek ja..rajin btol durg...aq pun tgh berusaha jadi rajin la ni...mcm2 aq add..tah pape je aq add..huhuhu.. ape2 la..asal ade rupe blog ni... huh penat... xla bape nk cantek..tp bole la...ngeh3...

Move on and creating life all over again

Open a new site to let all out... to say what to say.. to share what bad and good experiences and feelings... to update life... to see the how life going on... 

To share CooK2 and BaKe2 ThinGs... :)

S : SweetSour

Y : Young

A : Ambitious

H : Hardworking

I : Instant

R : Randomly Spoker

A : Ache

Being loved by JACQUES SELIONG <3