agaknye mcm tu la... xtaw la.. bila ok..tibe2 jer rsa nk gaduh... bf pun da warn dunno if later he will get bore with me.. mgkin salah aq..n mgkin dia xdpt thn dgn perangai aq..n mgkin aq ska mguji...n mgkin dia nk bgtaw yg dia xska cra aq.. n mgkin dia da ade niat mcm tu .. aq sedih dgr mcm tu... sma mcm bila dia sebut MLS.. aq ade kekuatan x nk ckp mcm tu... ? bt msa ni x n aq xpena terpiki la.. wlupun gaduh mcmna pun.. as before aq xde ckp boring..tp aq trus nk break..lgi bongok kot... skg ni xtaw la..aq rsa smthing wrong in me.. i cant think carefully.. or i dun understand what i want n what im searching for... aq xtaw nk ckp mcmna dah..even klo tgh gaduh n xnk gaduh.. aq nk ckp smthing..but i cant afford..i became blank... i jes think that im wrong...n i just think what ive done..why he think like that n what i think of it...n what will happen.. some people told me that i willl not success with this distance relationship... i feel sad..n sumtime down to hear it.. but i know that what people said to be qadak n qadar.. we can change the qadar but not qadak... by change what people thought of us, i must patient, be strong n not be like this.. gaduh2 n cri pasal... mybe he really didnt mean what he asked me just now... it is only me that think it differently... make what people say becam reality...
sumtimes i really wanna cry n think deeply n alone about me... myself.. what shud i do n what i shud not... i think im stupid n gigs person sumtimes...or mybe it is... people can say...
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